Off Centered

Feeling very off-centered today. Last night a judge came to guest-lecture for my class and it turns out he knew my biological father from when he worked as a public defender. He said if I call the PD office, there is bound to be someone there who worked with him and be able to tell me if there is any other family. I don't think I care so much to know about my father, but I would like to know if I have siblings and maybe see my aunt. I don't know. We'll see.

I also discovered today was a missed opportunity to see a friend who I love dearly and never get to see. Had I been told the opportunity was there, I would have taken it, but I wasn't. Don't know why that makes me so sad, but it does. Sad, disappointed and a little hurt. But I have learned that disappointment only stems from how I want things to be, not what they are, so it's really my own fault.

On a lighter note, I took some great pictures in San Diego last weekend. This was my favorite, and illustrates how I feel about the world today.

(c) klrenshaw 2011

Fortunately, I'm too shallow to be down for long!